Here lies the sleeping beast AWINABNAA, lying dormantly on hoarded words of ancient mustiness, ’til time comes to wake and breathe fire ‘pon the land (the kingdom of Unspeakable Evil, on the other hand, is still actively flowing with words of the media).
Life rolls on, though as usual for one so motivated for play and not work, there isn’t much to report in the way of progress. prose writing, game developing, hell, even University has been pretty slow and lethargic. What do I want to do after University? I’m not sure. Sometimes I feel almost dilettantic in everything I do. I guess, ideally, that stupid degree in Computer Science helps me land some sort of job I can stand. Independence, financial independence, would be a great thing to have: I do worry about my ignorance of the real world though (not to mention my familial situation, and the two are linked and intertwined). Life after education is a bit of a black fog for me, for those two reasons, the latter especially. Who can tell what will happen when I try to leave my comfort zone? Do I have the courage?
Ah, but enough of that nonsense. I recently ordered a new laptop. I am excited to get it. Perhaps that will increase my “productivity”? Well, it’ll certainly increase my video gaming.
And I guess, for now, that’s more than good enough for a slacker like me.
